The Last Time We Spoke…

Confessions of a Grieving Sister:

It’s hard to believe that one year ago today was the last time we spoke. 365 days without talking to someone who I spoke to by text or on the phone almost every single day…

If I would have known that would be our last conversation & that 3 days later you’d be gone, I wouldn’t have argued with you. I would have called you back until you answered. I would have made sure I said I love you before we hung up the phone.

That conversation still haunts me to this day. I’m so mad at myself for not saying I love you back. I’m so mad at myself for not texting you that Sunday like I planned to. I’d give anything to turn back the hands of time. Maybe you’d still be here. Maybe I would have known something was wrong & could have helped.

Maybe none of those things would have changed anything, but maybe, just maybe it would have…& maybe you’d still be here.